Endurance

I started off the day with a migraine , pfft ! Now , my mind always lingers with questions that i myself am not sure of the answers . I just ponder why people just can't leave me alone y'know. My problems just keep on coming, well, that's life. You say you have no sense of interest with me but you just keep on coming to me. Well, you're obviously putting me in a difficult spot. Furthermore, you destroyed my day by telling me that you owned a girlfriend and that practically suck. Y'know the guilt I carry that I actually dated someone else boyfriend. Not only that, I allow myself to be taken advantage of. This is definitely a lesson to be learnt. But I must say, you owned a really charming personality that everyone will be easily drawn to. I'm just the type of person who doesn't like to hold grudges y'know. What has happened just happened, we just have to suck it up and fuck it. Now I have to face you every single time at work, that suck alot. Seeing you it's just simply just like being haunted by own nightmares. It's hard that I have to just keep on enduring cause life is just made to be unfair. I have to just stop falling for someone else personality as easy.